different songs, my soul — music, thoughts, and fragments.https://th3os1s.net/https://th3os1s.net/thoughts/alea-iacta-est/https://th3os1s.net/thoughts/alea-iacta-est/The moment I stopped hesitating and started taking full control by crossing the line from practice into action, launching music, building a broader artistic identity, and learning that fear doesn't vanish when you commit anyway.Mon, 21 Sep 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/fragments/eternal-recurrence/https://th3os1s.net/fragments/eternal-recurrence/Imagine living the same life over and over again, forever. By your actions you make it Heaven or Hell. Amor Fati.Mon, 21 Sep 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/thoughts/you-dont-have-as-much-time/https://th3os1s.net/thoughts/you-dont-have-as-much-time/I started 2025 assuming there would always be another tomorrow. Then my friend died a week after movie night, and I had to learn how to live without that assumption.Wed, 09 Sep 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/fragments/005/https://th3os1s.net/fragments/005/Every take is the wrong take. I just keep going until the mistake starts sounding like it meant something.Wed, 09 Sep 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/thoughts/pride-cannot-coexist-with-grace/https://th3os1s.net/thoughts/pride-cannot-coexist-with-grace/Pride looks inward while grace looks outward. I learned the difference from getting sick, not from a book.Thu, 09 Jul 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/fragments/004/https://th3os1s.net/fragments/004/Some songs don't end. They withdraw, like someone leaving a room quietly so you won't wake.Wed, 24 Jun 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/music/angel-tear/https://th3os1s.net/music/angel-tear/The first one I ever put out. Fingerstyle, recorded off a webcam in a dimly lit room.Fri, 19 Jun 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/fragments/003/https://th3os1s.net/fragments/003/Grace is not the reward for the open hand. It's what the open hand finally stops refusing.Fri, 19 Jun 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/fragments/002/https://th3os1s.net/fragments/002/Pride is a suffocating tomb, a prison of death. A mask worn so long its presence is forgotten.Tue, 16 Jun 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/fragments/001/https://th3os1s.net/fragments/001/Speed was escape. Slowness is presence.Mon, 15 Jun 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://th3os1s.net/music/psycho-solo-improv/https://th3os1s.net/music/psycho-solo-improv/An extended outro solo, improvised over the System of a Down backing track — no plan, just the take.Sun, 24 May 2026 00:00:00 GMT